Sleep!

Its very late and I've been busy all day. Yet I don't feel ready to settle down. Unfortunately I know I am tired. I haven't been sleeping well lately. I think the stress of moving. I long for a really good uninterrupted sleep. I know for a fact that I am not the only mother who suffers this way. How do we keep going? I heard once that they use sleep deprivation as a torture method. It would never work on a mother, but a man. Yeah, I can see how that would be a torture for them.
My pal Jo is in Auckland for the U2 concert. I would say that she is feeling quite on a high at the moment and won't be able to sleep for awhile. Hope Beks is happy enough to let you sleep in Jo.
The Spiritual Journalling course I am attending was quite challenging on Thurs. Trying to work out our lifes 'hinges'. The time period where there is an event, person, or other influence that changes the path you are on. One hinge of mine was when we moved back to NZ after living in Australia for 6yrs. I was nearly 11yrs when we returned. I remember feeling very awkward at that age. With the onset of puberty, it was a very confusing time. I was no longer a child but not a woman either. I had to change my life path and embrace the next phase of my life. I didn't adapt to that change well and found myself struggling to be 'acceptable' to my peers. Even when attending High School I wasn't accepted. I was too different. Too nice almost. Being from a christian home and trying to fit in at school and be 'cool' wasn't a good combination.
Its very interesting but also scary to look back at my life and really look into why I chose the path I went down. But that's another story. I'd better settle down now seen as though its 12:30am.
Goodnight to all. I think I shall sleep now.